First snow in MN for the 2011 year. For years I dreaded winters, fearing the I’d get stuck in the snow and be helpless and freeze. I have to say that fear is pretty much gone. I can do what everyone else can now. There is talk that my mom is going to get Dane and I crosscountry skis for Christmas. Gifts in general this year seem so selfish and meaningless compaired to a new heart.
Today has been frusterating. My usual irritation of headaches from my medications and lack of patients with everything. I can’t say I’ve much of anything productive today. Talked with a non-profit organization who wants to adopt the support groups I am involed in, with their organization, but I am not sure it is the right fit. Dane and I organized our cookbook more, and I got frusterated with my mother so much so that I want to skip Thanksgiving with her. I would think my passion for doing good things and passing support on would be something a mother would be proud of. I feel that it is only the salary she could be proud of. I am sure I will talk it over with my therapist next week.
Until then, I’ll lean on Dane’s support and make fun of the cat.