Good but Frusteratingl
This week nothing major medically happened so that is good. I had some good days to myself just being. Not doing much but enough to entertain myself throught out the day. Later in the week I started to have more visitors. My mom came over for a few hours and helped me organize my kitchen and new pantry. Keilee came over for a bit to chat, and I made dinner for Nicki Omann! Also my good friend Ash came over yesterday. I watched a movie yesterday morning that has me kind of spinning. It is called Eat Pray Love with Julia Roberts. Its about a woman who reaches a point in her life where she wants more out of her life. It inspired me even more to take this second chance and do something meaningful with it. The frusterating part of course is that I am stuck in recovery. It is such a beautiful time of year and I want so much to get back to the person I once was and add this new kick of a heart to it, but I am still pretty up and down energy wise. I can’t lift over 5lbs, can’t drive, am really shakey from the medication, and have to wear a mask in public. sigh….I think today I am just feeling sorry for myself. I am so greatful for this gift and I just was to start using it already!